I hurt all over, and yet I am numb. I believe I have hit a […]
Tag: Child Loss
On Being A Nobody
One of my greatest aspirations in life has become: to be a “nobody.” This probably […]
I Miss You So Much
I often cry, when I realize you will never see me grow old and gray—you […]
Just One More!!!
Sometimes it’s way too overwhelming to look too far ahead… For now, just focus on getting through today. 🌈
Another Round
As my boi would always say, “Ain’t gonna lie…,” before unpacking what was on his […]
The White Flower
Julian was always looking for a quiet moment to sneak away and go spearfishing. Often, […]
Homesick
As I try and integrate myself into the here and now, I am reminded of […]
Get Up, Momma
As I struggled in my puddle on the shower floor, my Boi’s gentle, calm voice cut through the pain, “Get up momma. You don’t belong down there!”
Paulina was here…
Paulina was here. It was sooo nice!!! She stayed three days and four nights… But, […]
Wandering Between Worlds
Days, weeks, and months seem to meld together in such a way that life seems […]
I DO NOT Want To Do This.
When Josie died, I was overwhelmed with thoughts of, “How do I do this?!!!” Every […]
Cpl “V” Julian Varela Martinez Nov. 26, 1999-Feb. 4, 2022
Cpl Victor Julian Varela Martinez, passed from this life to the next on the night […]