Everything is symbology in my life; that is just how my brain works. There are […]
Tag: Traumatic Loss
And then there’s anger…
It lurks beneath the still waters, stealthily waiting for the moments when I’m at my […]
I Miss You So Much
I often cry, when I realize you will never see me grow old and gray—you […]
Just One More!!!
Sometimes it’s way too overwhelming to look too far ahead… For now, just focus on getting through today. 🌈
Another Round
As my boi would always say, “Ain’t gonna lie…,” before unpacking what was on his […]
The White Flower
Julian was always looking for a quiet moment to sneak away and go spearfishing. Often, […]
Wandering Between Worlds
Days, weeks, and months seem to meld together in such a way that life seems […]
I DO NOT Want To Do This.
When Josie died, I was overwhelmed with thoughts of, “How do I do this?!!!” Every […]
Cpl “V” Julian Varela Martinez Nov. 26, 1999-Feb. 4, 2022
Cpl Victor Julian Varela Martinez, passed from this life to the next on the night […]
Somewhere Above the Fog
Lucid dreams by night often become blurry by dawn, and the light of a new […]
Never Count Your Tortillas
My Grandma Frances always said, “You should never count your tortillas!” This sage wisdom becomes […]